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Why I am so sad

2010-06-28 21:30:54| 分类：默认分类 | 标签： |举报 |字号大中小订阅

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When I am in abroad, I feel I can do anything. Now, I can do nothing.

Once, I think I am somebody. Now, I find I am nobody.

Once, I am full of dreams. Now, I only have reality.

Once, I want to be a great man.Now, I just want to live my life.

Once, I am so talented. Now, even my English goes against.

Once, I am happy. Now, I am sad.

Once, I clearly know what I want.Now, I am confused.

Once, I know who I love. Now, I doubt whether this love hurts me.

Once, I want to stay. Now, I want to escape.

I don't know what I am so determined.

We are all confused when we face our dreams.

Yes, reality is cruel.
I should have the courage to face it.

But I am also more determined with my dream.

For my dream, I can endure anything.

But only one thing, my love

I need your support, your consideration

I know I will hurt you all, I am cruel, I am bad,

But please it is what I want, and this is my life.

Since you all have your own life, I am lonely, you just don't realize it.

Yes, I am a coward, I want to escape, it is the only way I can figure out.

Yes, U r right, I am still naive, I should consider everything.

But I ensure you I will take charge of my own life.

I won't regret, because it is my choice.

If I regret, that's it . Everyone has something to regret in one's life.

I am so so sorry, I have a stone heart now.

I am sooooooo sorry.

Written on 28th, really in bad mood.

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